From the Diary of Ann Campbell

2 March 1846

 

Daddy left today for Columbia. He says there’s going to be a war, and that he’s aiming at a Gentleman’s commission. He hopes to come back in a week at least a Major or maybe even a Lieutenant Colonel. Mother says that gentleman’s commissions are for gentlemen and that my father would be lucky to be made a sergeant, what with all his spitting and cussing and the like. He says that he is the richest man in the Carolina Piedmont and the founder of the town of St. Andrew’s and that surely the Governor will recognize that. Mother says money doesn’t matter if you don’t have any breeding, and that it takes at least three generations after a man has made something of himself to tell whether or not he has ennobled his blood or just ripped other people off.

 

Speaking of “breeding,” I got some more of it today. Ever since I turned fourteen Mother has forbid me to spend time anymore with Ruth or any of the other slaves. I asked her why she let me play with them for fourteen years, so that they became my closest friends, if she was going to forbid me to continue the friendship after I became to come of age. She says that a young lady must learn to overcome sentimental attachments, and that that is impossible if one doesn’t have any to overcome in the first place. In any case, she caught me returning from the quarters where I had been sharing my lessons with Ruth. I have been reading Aeschylus with my tutor, and Ruth has the greatest love of Greek tragedy, so I went down to the quarters after sunset and we read some of the scenes together. Mother chastised me terribly. She made me cut a switch from the old peach tree. I don’t think I’ll sit comfortably for a week. But never mind, Grandmother always says its more important to do what’s right and what gives joy than it is to try to avoid pain. She says you can’t avoid pain anyway …

 

 

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Humanity is the desire to be God (Sartre, Jean Paul. Being and Nothingness, 1943/1993: 556). Being finite, we are aware of the infinite and seek it without limit. Being contingent, dependent on other beings for our existence, we seek the power of Being as such and seek it absolutely. Human history is fundamentally the history of this seeking, and of the distinct ways of being human to which it has given rise. Precisely because we are finite and contingent, our seeking takes place under definite material (physical, ecological, demographic, built-environmental) conditions which shape the ways which emerge, as well as the social structures through which we pursue them. As something set apart we call this power of Being the sacred but it is, in fact, the warp and woof of the world in which we live, driving secular projects as much as those which understand themselves as religious. 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